April 27th, 2013
I smoked weed for the second time today. It was an amazing and out of body experience. I’m surprised I don’t do this more often. For someone so wound up and uptight as me, I can honestly say I’ve never been more relaxed. I felt like…amazing. More calm yet more aware. And hella sleepy. I was also surprised at how long it lasts you. Compared to getting drunk, the high stays...
I really enjoy talking to people I have stuff in common with. But then there are those people you meet who are way too alike and it scares you a bit. Is this a good thing? A bad thing? Let’s see.
20 Things I Should Have Known at 20.
theburiedlife: 1. The world is trying to keep you stupid. From bank fees to interest rates to miracle diets, people who are not educated are easier to get money from and easier to lead. Educate yourself as much as possible for wealth, independence, and happiness. 2. Do not have faith in institutions to educate you. By the time they build the curriculum, it’s likely that the system is outdated–...
Sometimes, life just really hits you hard.
I’ve always tried to be positive and make light of situations but sometimes I worry that I’m just playing a part that is expected of me cause I’m afraid no one will care if I reveal my true self. It’s just so hard being in a world that you’re afraid to truly be you.
COFFEE CUP QUICHE 1 egg 22 ml (1½ tablespoons) milk Salt, pepper ¼ of a bagel (or similar amount of French bread, etc.) 10 ml (2 teaspoons) cream cheese ½ slice prosciutto or ham Dijon mustard Fresh thyme leaves or fresh chopped chives Directions: Beat egg and milk together with a fork in a coffee cup, with salt and pepper to taste. Tear bread into dime-size pieces and stir them in. Add...
Have big plans for tonight, gonna go home work out shower go grocery shopping paint my nails and watch tv clean my room and feel good about myself
22 Cheap & Easy Ways To Eat Healthy →
Please Econ, be good to me.
Exam tomorrow + a presentation for work. Ah. I hope tomorrow goes decently. I’m ready to take it on. I think.
[[MORE]] I’ve let society get to me. I have. And I can hardly cope with that. I’M FAT. No wonder I can’t get a boy. I have love handles, and according to my mother, a semblance of a double chin. A big butt and thighs. As a person who has constantly been criticized for her weight her whole life, I’ve had it. I can’t deal with it. I hate worrying about being...
I can’t take criticism well at all. I need to work on that. But also, I get that you want what is best for me, but it makes it even harder to deal with you when you are constantly criticizing everything I do. You make me not like me.
Verdict: Forever Alone
I just cannot be myself in social situations. And if I am, I always feel like I’m doing something wrong. I have had the biggest infatuation with you for like a LONG TIME NOW, and now that I’ve actually had the opportunity, actually many, to try to get to know you, failing each time, I’ve come to the last straw. I hate that I’m insecure and that I don’t think I’m...
Bad Monday. Horrible Monday,.
today has not been a good day so far :(
I’m getting really worried. I’ve applied for two jobs that I was really hoping to get at least one, but I’ve been declined them both. And the fact that I am in a co-op program and everything and in which interview qualities are key, I’m worried I won’t find a job next time. And I’ll obviously really need one. It’s just so stressful. Gah. I really need to...
Time to get over it. He doesn’t like you like that. He was just being nice to you cause it was your birthday. Move on. and keep your focus on what is important. Remember, if a guy wants you, he will make an effort. no matter what. Note to self.
LIFE’S GETTING STRESSFUL But tomorrow is my birthday, so I’m going to worry later. :) If only I can convince my brain that.
Who will pledge to do the 30 Day Shred tomorrow...
prashamana: girlgrowingsmall: girlgrowingsmall: Speak now or forever hold your water weight! Links to the videos: 30 Day Shred Level 1 30 Day Shred Level 2 30 Day Shred Level 3 Holy turnips: 200 notes?! We’re gonna be kicking some real ass today!!! hahhahaah i love the comments. but i’m actually going to try this as my home workout for the next little while. getting bored of yoga...
If what you did yesterday seems big, you haven’t done anything today.– Lou Holtz (via davesingh)
[[MORE]]I’m kind of disappointed in myself at this moment. I went shopping today and trying on clothes makes me realize how much I dislike my body and how much I don’t do to change that. I got my marks back for my second midterm and I didn’t do so well. Not as good as I was hoping for. My room is a mess and my mind; messier. I need to get my life back on track. Work out,...
The stress is getting to me. Keep calm and carry on ~
I’m a big list maker. Always have been. I like planning, making but not so much actually doing. This can be a bit of a problem. [[MORE]] If you asked me a while back, what I wanted to be when I grew up, I would have said with affirmation, a chartered accountant. But then high school hit. And I found my mind changing as often as I changed clothes. Lawyer? Private investigator? (Yes, that...
So I had an interview today..
And in my opinion, I could have done so much better. I have highs and lows with my confidence and today was definitely a low. I didn’t prepare enough and I take full responsibility in that. If I wanted this enough (which I do) I should have prepared more. I do want an opportunity to be a don, but I didn’t try hard enough or I don’t want it hard enough. I can’t figure out...
Everything is getting beyond stressful.
I don’t like it. I just want to make people happy. Why is it so hard? :(
I get so tense on Mondays. Cause those are the days that I see you. My tummy gets filled with butterflies and my heart beats so fast. I hardly know you yet you have this impact on me. Stop it :(
SO sleeeepy. Falling asleep at work…do not recommend.
[[MORE]]There’s this girl on my facebook that just had a little baby boy and the pictures of him are so precious. I honestly cannot wait until I am married and have children. That must be one of the best feelings in the world.
Found a recipe for healthy french fries!
Yum, I’m currently making them :) This is the recipe.
Going to go home and make an amazing dinner before class tonight. Whole wheat toast, mashed avocado and a tomato slice. Then bake it in the oven for a bit. A lil bit of salt and pepper. YUM.
Honestly, I’m going to make a serious attempt to look classy and put together at all times. Not to be perfect, no. But confident and not messy. I’m tired of being messy, of looking messy. Time to revamp and be confident in myself. Nude nail polish, curly hair, structured shoes and accessories and a clean, natural face. I’m turning 19. Time to look and feel like I’m ready to...